__________betrayed

i feel so betrayed suddenly. by someone who i love very much. i dunno if shes gna read this.. haish. i deleted my blog on impulse. -_-"

it was meet-the-parents on saturdae.. [she] told my mum that i went online almost evryday. and that i complained that i was bored. pissed. and cosh of that, i have been denied using the com, and worst of all, suspended frm trng. so tell me, what am i gg to do evryday except to hit the fucking books? grrr. vanessa says that im stupid.. kena sabo-ed still dunnoe. haish. wondering if wat she said ish true.. i trusted [her]. im reallie gna study hard this june holidaesh to catch up.. cant lose out le. anyway, i'd appreciate it if u guys jus msg me sometimes to remind me to study reall hard.. at least pple care, not like those who 'backstab'.. S=

looking on the bright side, at least i can go out on the 8th, wif del.. not like last year.. dint even get a bdae wish frm my mum. )= this year im lucky to be able to get OUT of the house. cant expect much lorr. [= rae ah rae.. study hard yeah? then can see ur teammates soon.

math remedial during the dumb holz. at least got my 'laogong' to keep me company. *winks at dar* (= love you darling!! ((=

kae i better be off now.. wait got pple say im not studying.. then i die. *slits throat*


i still love [you]


sick i may be but ur love so strong..
it made me fly with broken wings..